Saturday, January 05, 2002
It makes me sad sometimes when I realize I have no talents.
I went driving around tonight with my girl Ruth, and we were talking about how amazing Alan is when he plays. And we got really jealous that we can't do that. I've had one of his songs stuck in my head for a couple days, and I don't remember if he's putting it on his cd or not. If any of you *other* fans out there know, will you tell me? It's the one with the lines "'cause you're everything to me, and I can't feel complete unless you're stealing my breath away"....etc. That's the line I can't forget.
And I had a long talk with her about what's going to happen when I graduate. I'm so scared that I'm going to get to school and change so much that everything that's important to me here won't have that same magic anymore, and it scares me. I don't want to come home for the holidays and not know what to do with myself. I don't want Erik and Nikki and Ruth to forget about me. Ruth means so much to me...I don't know if I could deal with it. And I think she noticed it was making me upset so we just ended up parking in Forrestway Drive looking at the little lake, listening to sad music, and holding each other.
11:30 PM
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