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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.



























Blind Eyes Closed
 
Saturday, March 02, 2002
 
Since my life has been so boring lately, I've been living the past week through other people's drama.

Erik, my best friend, has started dating Mary, who I fully approve of and adore. I was kind of pissed at first 'cause he didn't tell me about it (again) and I got to find out from someone else first (again), but I guess he's entitled to his privacy, as much as I'd hate to admit it. It's good to see someone make him so happy. When I asked him about it, he told me "it's always a big deal when I spend more than one day with someone in a weekend." He's been spending 3-4 days a week with her (or so it seems - I really haven't been counting). Which means he must be REALLY happy. My only worry so far is that this means he won't be spending time with me anymore. :-P But it's not a concern yet so we'll worry about that when it gets here.

Mary's party itself was wonderful. I only knew about half the people there, but I had fun with the kids I DID know. It just kind of sucked 'cause at any given point there was guaranteed to be a couple makin' out and it made me sad to be alone. Like once I was talkin' to some kids, and then Mary came by to claim Erik, and they started kissing so I turned around, and there was Max and Kara, and so I faced the last direction left and there was Amelia and Livio. I was literally surrounded. So I ran away. But they all deserve to be happy, and that makes me happy.

We had a juking-fest. It was great. I can't dance for shit, but no one cared and it was fun. I think Max and Erik were having a silent, un-spoken "who can dance worse" contest, and I think Max won 'cause he got a comment about it. We were jukin to "Get your freak on" and someone came up to him and whispered "I think you'd better get your freak off". He took it well, though, and decided he was going to table-dance with me but the table only holds one person, so we forgot about it.


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