Friday, August 02, 2002
I hate this mood. The air is bad and has been bad for the past couple days, and it's making everyone irratable. Tonight things aren't really going as planned. I was supposed to see this documentary on Wilco tonight with Ruth and Max, and Ruth called me more than once to tell me what's going on but Anna was on the phone, and Anna doesn't pick up call waiting so I never got Ruth's call. So they went without me. And I really really wanted to go. And I'm really pissed off. So I've been chillin' at the computer all night working on a mix for Caleb. Which is going to be excellent, if I may say so myself...
But back to the point. I've been stewing and getting pissy and so when other people get complain-y and not good I feel like its my fault and I'm ready to do whatever to make everyone else happy again. Others are always more important. So now I just want to hold everyone and make everything okay. But I don't think it works that way, and it makes me sad. A good hug should turn the world right again.
hold your breath and close your eyes - I want to hold you.
11:00 PM
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