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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.



























Blind Eyes Closed
 
Friday, September 20, 2002
 
Just as a side note, I'd like to point and laugh at Mike 'cause I've updated SO MUCH MORE than he has. The distance between his last two posts was a whopping 6 days while I posted three times yesterday. And one more right now. I KICK ASS. So Mike, maybe YOU should update (damn you) and Erik too 'cause he's been about a week and I'm too impatient for that shit.

On a more Rochester-note...I had this amazing talk with Boyer yesterday and it put a lot of things into place and made me generally happy. Or at least more content with my place than I have been. I know now that things here are going to be okay. I really believe it.

Convocation weekend starts now, but it's kind of bullshit 'cause I'm not participating. It's just a big luncheon with all the faculty advisors, but I never RSVPed 'cause I don't care that much. I have Chinese food in the room and that'll keep me quite content, thank you.

Mona's birthday is October 1st, which is less than 2 weeks away. It's Tatiana and Christina's jobs to decorate our door, but Meghan, Tracey and I are going to decorate the entire inside of the room in brightly colored crepe paper and balloons and we're getting Sam Boyer to cook us a really nice french meal for her and we're going to buy him a springboard pan (or something like that) so he can make his signiture flourless chocolate cake. It's going to be amazing. I told Alan about it this morning and he doesn't understand the concept of flourless cake. "Isn't that fudge?" "No, it's flourless chocolate cake." I'll save him a piece now.

It feels good to really have friends.

And now speaking of Alan....he's being silly. We haven't been hanging out lately 'cause we're both busy, and I miss him as a friend. And I'm not sure if he understands that 'cause of the whole attraction thing (which is silly anyway)...Thursday we got in a big argument 'cause I asked him what was on his mind and he didn't want to tell me because it was another girl. Like that's a big deal. But he tried saying "oh you don't want to know" and I got mad 'cause he really doesn't know me like that. And I was right. I just thing there's a lot of kids here that are still in high-school mode and don't understand that none of that matters anymore. Alan is very based on acceptance, and it seems very high-school...like in our calc recitation, he tried defending his not knowing a problem with "well I got a 5 on physics AP and bc calc and blah blah blah" and I just wanted to hug him and tell him that it's okay that he didn't know how to solve the question, but that his AP scores really don't matter right now. If they ever did.

I have a crush on a leprochuan.


11:53 AM 1 comments

1 Comments:

wow, did i really say that? what a twat. i just found this googling incognito.
-A

By Anonymous Anonymous, at 6/07/2009 4:09 PM  

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