----The time is now.
----"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."
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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind.
...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time.
.............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.
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Sunday, October 27, 2002
2:50 October 27th. May he rest in peace, and I know he will.
Something Alison told me tonight: "just remember, there's no right or wrong way to do any of this. I don't want you ever looking back and thinking about what you should or should not have done."
And it's true. I'm not going to be one of those people who can't live with myself later because I had to leave the room when he died or because I kept leaving our guests to go lie down and let myself forget about it for a few minutes. My sister cried a lot more than I did. I think I just did more to prepare myself over the past week. She was also at college from the beginning and I've been here for all of it minus this past downward spiral. Mom told us that it's not him that's gone, just the body that failed him. He loved us all so much that it'll never leave. He'll always live in our hearts. I know it's true.
8:40 PM
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