Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Argue if you will, but I stand by my beliefs that we really have all changed. I know we still all get along beautifully and we'll always be "siblings," but that's just 'cause we're good friends. We go beyond that one face that Cam was talking about that night at your house. We know we love each other and we'll always be friends, but growing up and growing into different people is part of that friendship.
I don't feel any of 'the siblings' is the same. We've all been encouraged in different ways at school, and now that this new encouragement is around more often than we are, it starts to take over. Sure Summer and Nancy encourage my jackass-ness, and it has affected my sense of humor, but that does nothing to change how I am with my friends from home. I still love them most. I just feel like Summer and Nancy too much like Gabe and Al and not enough like Erik and Nikki - I have different sets of friends at home and I definitely don't love Gabe and Al like I love my siblings. It's different. I am comfortable talking to 'the triples', though, and I'm sure before too long I can see the sibling-esque qualities in them. I just need time.
Back to the subject, though, it's also wrong when you mentioned that I was too wasted on New Years Eve to notice you were there. I was far from 'smashed'. I was bad enough that I didn't want to drive but other than that I was completely normal. Thanks to mixing all my drinks and drinking them over a span of four hours I really wasn't drunk. I don't know why reading that bothered me so much, but it did.
9:16 PM
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