Blind Eyes Closed

----The time is now. ----"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."

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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.

Blind Eyes Closed

Saturday, February 08, 2003

Sometimes, being happy is just too much and it all comes crashing down on you at once. Everyone's pissed at each other but won't say so, everyone's annoyed and is trying to hide it. Sometimes that just doesn't work. Sometimes you need something else. I need to spend time away from everything. But now that I am and now that I think that's what I want, I was wrong. I need someone. I need to not be alone. But I don't want the everyday stuff. I need something more. I need love. Real love. Not this we-can-joke-around-and-still-know-that-we-love-each-other love, I need the kind where someone is going to come up here when I'm upset and hold me until I stop crying because it's so exhausting. I need someone who will tuck me in before I go to sleep. I need someone who knows how to be nice sometimes. I need someone who doesn't lie. I need to take a break, and I don't know how.

As Hannah so beautifully put it:
I don't want to be lonely,
I just want to be alone.

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