Blind Eyes Closed

----The time is now. ----"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."

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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.

Blind Eyes Closed

Sunday, November 09, 2003
I'm sorry, sweetie

I'm so sorry, darling, that while you sit in the next room screaming on the phone and crying all I can do is sit here, listen, and write about it. I know nothing is easy, especially for you, and I really wish there was something I could do than be support. As much as I know that's the root of what everyone needs, I wish there was more.

This goes beyond you too (I'll let you guess what I"m talking about). There is so much I wish I could offer him that I don't know how. I wish things would be okay, but they never are. I wish it mattered to him that I can't do anything but sit around and worry. I wish that made a difference, but it doesn't. All he can do is shrug his shoulders and continue to see through me.

All I can do is worry. All I can do is ask why. All I can do is sit with you and rub your back while you cry. I'm sorry.

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