Blind Eyes Closed

----The time is now. ----"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."

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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.

Blind Eyes Closed

Saturday, January 03, 2004
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Day by day I can't take this. Last night I found myself with a large group of people that I've never really ever had any contact with and who I was only spending the evening with by some weird chance. I picked him up, took him over, and we left as soon as we could. Our excuses were because he hates people in general and I wasn't feeling well. Both of which were true.

We ended up coming back to my place so I could take some medication and first laying on my bed while he read, then laying on the floor while we watched a movie. Every day I spend with him is beautiful. I can tell that he still loves me and I still love him, and none of that is in any way that means things should be different. We don't work together and my heart belongs to no one. But the only place I feel at home is lying on my floor with him massaging my lower back because I asked him to and he felt bad that I felt so sick.

to be continued

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