Monday, June 07, 2004
"I love you"'s not enough, I'm lost for words
I wish I knew what was going on. I don't like crying at work; thank g-d I was the only one there. I don't like having to expend all my energy to not cry on the train ride home, I don't want the pity of strangers. I want to know what you think, I want to know what you want. I can't assume anything, I know that. I thought I had some idea, but then that.... now I don't know anything, except I'm having trouble breathing.
My worst fear is that while you're comfortable with me and you love me, that's all you want. I can't go into more detail right now or I'll break... I just don't want this to turn out to be something that I've promised myself I won't go through with you. I can't write anymore. I can't. I have to go.
6:11 PM
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