Blind Eyes Closed

----The time is now. ----"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."

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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.

Blind Eyes Closed

Friday, July 02, 2004
all we have to see is that I don't belong to you and you don't belong to me

Okay that's the last George Michael song title. For now, at least.

So I finished my regression test around 1 today, and sat around doing a good job of looking like I was doing work until 3, when Carrie started getting rambunctious and kept repeating how she was going to disappear. She leaned over my desk, whispered "I'm disappearing. If you disappear, I won't notice." then stood up and translated for me "go home and mark that you were here until 5." Hooray for holiday weekends.

In the mornings, I've started taking the train with Alison, a girl I was aquainted with in high school but really haven't ever given much thought to. She lives near my stop in Evanston, somewhere, and works at a building a stop up from mine. She still keeps in touch with everyone that I haven't seen or thought about since I graduated and left, and tells me how they've all gone downhill. It's sad, really, but it makes me actually feel better (moreso than not caring) about the fact that I don't see any of them and probably won't ever again. Oh well, life is sad, eh?

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