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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.


























Blind Eyes Closed
 
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
I swear  
Boo to feeling sick all the time.  I'm really trying to get over it.  It helps to do my best to stop thinking, which sucks 'cause I'll let my mind wander while I eat and so when I get to sore subjects, I'll feel sick & stop eating & make myself think of something else.  I swear I'm not anorexic.  Rowr.
 
Painting is going... okay.  Last night I got the background done, and shaded areas where the rocks are going to go, so I have to figure out how to a) paint rocks and b) paint fire.  I painted a sunset once which looked like fire, so hopefully that'll trigger something.  Who knows.  Maybe I'll take pictures of my progress so I can moniter it..... yeah that probably won't happen.
 
Thanks for calling tonight.  I know it was only 6 minutes but it still meant a lot to me.  I just don't want your trip to be ruined because you're worrying about me.  I'll try to be okay, but thank you just the same for letting me still contact you if I need to.  I'm really doing my best to stay on the level, though.  Tonight might get bad later, I don't know, but tomorrow should be okay because it's Mom's 50th birthday so we're having a big fancy dinner, and that should take up a good amount of time.  We'll see.
 
I really wish I could see the park from the balcony, but I can't.  At least it's a pretty moon tonight.  My mind is nowhere.  I won't let it.
 
My options for a halloween costume are now in the air... if anyone has suggestions on whether I should be holy shit or the letter S, tell me.
 
Internet explorer erased all my bookmarks.  What the hell...?  I didn't know that happens...


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