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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.



























Blind Eyes Closed
 
Thursday, July 08, 2004
what I thought was love was just a game  
- This morning walking to work, next to a trash can on the end of the block where my office is, the corner of Farragut and Clark, there is a trash can. Next to this trash can on this particular morning, was a cat, laying on its side, dead. I saw it from the back, and thought "why is that cat not moving?", then turned to see its face as I walked by and it was bloody and obviously run over by a car whose driver didn't care enough to call animal control to pick up the body. It was there all day. I hate people.

- Every day when I walk home, I cut through the park accross the street. There are sidewalks criss crossing, making a big X in the park, and along this X there are about 8 or so benches. On the one closest to Chicago and Lake, where I enter the park, there is usually a man in his late 60s, listening to music on his mp3 player, headphones sticking out of a red backpack which is always with him. He has been there every day, and I come to watch for him as I round the bend around the church to get to the park. I always wondered if he ever noticed the college-aged girl carrying a canvas purse listening to her less technology-advanced cd player (as opposed to his mp3 player) and used that sight, somehow, to mark how much time he will stay on his bench. "There she goes, I have ten minutes before I leave." Lately, though, he hasn't been there. I haven't seen him in about a week, I've surely noticed. I wonder if something happened to him, if he got sick or moved away or something. I feel some sort of strange connection with this man, as much as I can without ever having talked to him, not even eye contact.


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