Blind Eyes Closed

----The time is now. ----"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."

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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.

Blind Eyes Closed

Saturday, July 03, 2004
why are you so far away from me?

You can't resist her
She's in your bones
She is your marrow
And your ride home

You can't avoid her
She's in the air
In between molecules
Of Oxygen and Carbon dioxide

Only in dreams
We see what it means
Reach out our hands
Hold on to hers

But when we wake
It's all been erased
And so it seems
Only in dreams

You walk up to her
Ask her to dance
She says "Hey, baby
I just might take the chance"

You say "It's a good thing
That you float in the air
That way there's no way
I will crush your pretty toenails into a thousand pieces"

Only in dreams
We see what it means
Reach out our hands
Hold on to hers

But when we wake
It's all been erased
And so it seems
Only in dreams

Only in dreams...

Beautiful.

I've decided that when I turn 21, I will always have 2 bottles of wine on hand, one red, one white. I'm compelled to get drunk and read Perks of Being a Wallflower and Invisible Monsters because it seems strangly appropriate, Perks moreso. But Mom doesn't keep enough wine in the house, and I don't really have the will to ask my sister to buy anything else.

My Girl is on tv. I haven't seen this movie in probably 8 years, even though my sister owns it. Weird memories. I can't tell if the kid is Macaulay Culkin or not, he's too young to tell, but I think it is.

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