Sunday, June 24, 2007
babble!
what day is it? i just opened the page to my own journal and could barely recognize the dates, and was actually convinced that it's two weeks later. i'm pretty sure now that that isn't true.
i want to remember this day as much as i possibly can, though, so this entry isn't entirely useless. #1, the Track is fantastic. We got there before anyone arrived who actually knew what they were doing, and subsequently spent around $24 apiece on bets based solely on the hilarity of the horse's name. That, of course, included an Across The Board bet on the religious race, where Alec bet on Prophet John, and i bet on another horse with a religious name (something about a Saint, though the name escapes me), thinking it would be a good test to see who G-d loves more. Apparently Alec is the favorite by a long shot, as his horse won and mine came in somewhere around second to last. All in all, though, I was the big winner of the group by only losing $9. And i can't help but want to go back. i really hope this doesn't turn into a problem.
1:17 AM
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Monday, June 18, 2007
is it?
is it july 1st yet? i really, really want to move out.
6:05 PM
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Friday, June 15, 2007
tell me
do you remember the point of that anymore? it was fun the first day, but.. yeesh. and already i feel differently than i did two weeks ago. i don't know what it is, but it's definitely there and i don't know how that happens every time.
i remember how i felt months ago, during that drunken late night conversation and the words kept pouring out of my mouth, trying to desperately to relate to what he was saying, and realizing afterwards that it worked, and being so astonished by that fact along with knowing that what i said was actually true. i felt so empowered, so optimistic. it lasted for so long, too, and now i feel like i've regressed. now i realize what i went through to get there, and part of me wants to resent you for bringing me back to where i was, but at the same time i feel that maybe it wasn't so great if i've just come full circle now.
i suppose all that means, now, is that i can start over again [again]. no hard feelings.
10:28 PM
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
woot
in better news, i got another apartment that's around the corner from that last stupid-face apartment.
to top the glory of it all off, my landlord is british and has a very hot accent. too bad he's married.
10:55 PM
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Friday, June 08, 2007
for you
i didn't get the apartment. dammit.
12:18 PM
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Friday, June 01, 2007
i lost
and just when i was thinking of leaving a comment on ben's weblog about not posting enough, i realize that his last post is one day later than my last post.
damn.
12:06 PM
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