Friday, June 15, 2007
tell me
do you remember the point of that anymore? it was fun the first day, but.. yeesh. and already i feel differently than i did two weeks ago. i don't know what it is, but it's definitely there and i don't know how that happens every time.
i remember how i felt months ago, during that drunken late night conversation and the words kept pouring out of my mouth, trying to desperately to relate to what he was saying, and realizing afterwards that it worked, and being so astonished by that fact along with knowing that what i said was actually true. i felt so empowered, so optimistic. it lasted for so long, too, and now i feel like i've regressed. now i realize what i went through to get there, and part of me wants to resent you for bringing me back to where i was, but at the same time i feel that maybe it wasn't so great if i've just come full circle now.
i suppose all that means, now, is that i can start over again [again]. no hard feelings.
10:28 PM
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