Blind Eyes Closed

----The time is now. ----"Sometimes someone says something really small and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."

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If you could look like anything...anything at all....what would you look like? I'd be the wind. ...........It's easy to be someone's friend when all you need is someone to console you. It's much harder to be there for them when they're happy all the time. .............Even when I say nothing, it's a beautiful use of negative space.

Blind Eyes Closed

Thursday, August 23, 2007
see through me

I spent all day thinking of how to word and re-word a post. It was going to begin by exclaiming how much I really do love Chicago, and how fantastic my apartment is. Then, it was going to recount that one question he asked me last night. "Do you ever get lonely?"

It was then going to go into how I don't, how much work I put into not getting lonely, everything I went through to get where I am today. But, I would interject, just asking me that sets me off, and I was going to go into a long, detailed whine about missing people. Not really missing having a significant other, per se, but missing someone who I could call up, and say "let's hang out" without it requiring "catching up."

Then, just as I was finishing my choice of wording and deciding how the post was going to flow, I got a call saying "let's hang out." We went out to dinner (delicious), then watched the high def DVD of Children of Men (fucking beautiful). His cat sat on the edge of the couch behind me, claws playing with my hair, and it felt like home.

10:50 PM 2 comments

2 Comments:

I love all your amorphous 'he's....

By Hannah Enenbach, at 8/29/2007 9:58 AM

and that it's at least 2 different people.

By Nor, at 9/19/2007 10:32 PM