Wednesday, April 09, 2008
never there
all in all, i think yesterday went well. i mean i missed him, but it was normal, and i didn't dwell (too much). and i woke up this morning feeling like i paid him due homage.
then, on my walk to the bus station this morning, with my mp3 player set on random, that song came on. the one that always makes me think of him, partly because he was always a beatles fan, since they formed, and partly because of that tribute video his friend made after he died and used that song in the credits. and that one line played, "there is no one compares with you," and i lost it. walking to my bus stop, wearing nice work clothes, at 6:45 in the morning, i started crying. i wonder what i looked like to those other people who are always there, the kid who takes the bus going the other direction who is always walking either directly in front of me or behind me. we've never spoken, but i'm sure it still looked startling. he probably didn't notice. i don't know.
There are places I remember All my life, though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers there is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When I think of love as something new Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection For people and things that went before I know I'll often stop and think about them In my life I love you more In my life I love you more
10:32 PM
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Aww...I love you, babygirl.
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