Friday, June 28, 2002
"A helpful hint: one perkident, two vikaden, and two beers and the panties come off."
Where are the prostitots when you need them?
1:56 PM
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Thursday, June 27, 2002
I've sat here and tried for 5 minutes to think of something intelligent to say. It's harder than it seems. Alan may quit playing Thursday nights, which is incredibly sad. Seems as though he's got a job at Rivinia and he's working nights. I want Alan! I'm not sure it's good for his fanbase to piss off his groupies.....
5:04 PM
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Sunday, June 23, 2002
Sorry I pulled your hair....and bit you....and punched you in the face.
Disney has definitely gotten more violent.
5:52 PM
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I had this idea a few minutes ago that I would update what's going on in my head, in my life. Nothing. I"ve been social, out all the time chillin' with my kids. I haven't seen Caleb in 4 days and won't see him until tomorrow, so I guess this is some sort of personal triumph. I guess I have to get used to life without him, he won't always be here. And as much as I hate to admit it, it really is true. But we're not going to think about that.
This past week has been amazing. Just the people I've seen and the conversations I"ve had. Tuesday night I was with Alan and Ruth, and we were discussing Alan's music (of course). So he mentioned Rebecca's song, and he said something about how all his best songs were written for failed girls. And I asked him something I'd been meaning to ask him ever since he wrote that song for her..."what ever gave you the idea that it would be a good idea to ask out Rebecca?" and he answered "because I didn't really know her." Which is incredibly mean, but also equally funny.
Friday night I went to see Lilo and Stitch, and it was amazing. We tried going back last night but Mike made up a showtime so it obviously wasn't there. We went to a party Meshell and Ben were hosting and Erik, Mike, Maya and I were the only sober ones there. Needless to say, we didn't stay long. I"m not a very big advocator of illegal substances. Camille's party was also last night, and I got some good bonding in with Caleb's friends while he wasn't there. I find it odd how I hadn't really talked to Chris Lynge for two years until I started dating Caleb, but he is a fun guy. Too much weed, but in his defense, I think any weed is too much. Caleb's slowly teaching me that it isn't as bad as I think, which is healthy, I guess. It's always hard for me to admit that I still have growing left to do and other people are here to help me with it. Erik told me last night "you're good at picking out the kids who need your help growing and then dating them and helping them grow." Apparently I did it for him, for max, for caleb, for grant....it's been a crazy life. Time to move on.....
5:51 PM
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Friday, June 21, 2002
I find it interesting how little idea I have of what goes on in Mike's head at times...
5:54 PM
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I'm at work. :-) Chillin' like a villain in the shevles of 4E....such an exciting life, let me tell you. Everything's good, though. I want to get out of here; go to school. High school is still looming above my head and it's making me angry. Too much of everything; whatever happens has to be a drama. It's too much. I hate high school drama. And I know I'm just building up this expectation that college will be better but I really hope it isn't just high school in a bigger setting. I really do.
4:51 PM
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Friday, June 14, 2002
Years go by will I still be waiting
For somebody else to understand
Years go by if I'm stripped of my beauty
And the orange clouds raining in my head
Years go by will I choke on my tears
Till finally there is nothing left
One more casualty
You know we're too EASY easy easy
I didn't think I could imagine anymore how much I can relate to those first two lines. Last night was odd...I haven't had one of those nights in a while when I get too anxious about sleep to go to sleep, so it took me four hours. I ended up coming downstairs at two to look for my phonebook so I could call Grant, and I found it and called him at 2:30. He was sleeping. But he woke up and talked to me for an hour and it calmed me down. Now all I need is to be held, and I waited all day to see Caleb so I could get it but when I called he said he couldn't come out today. He has "stuff to do". And it's not his fault, I'd be okay if it were any other day but right now.
I hear a voice
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"
He says when you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
3:47 PM
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Thursday, June 13, 2002
love is ike a mathematical axiom - if you don't believe in it, what's the point in anything?
- monica
Finally, someone drew a parallel between mathematics and love and it WASN"T ME!
4:21 PM
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Wednesday, June 12, 2002
I can't even describe what I've been doing the past few days. It's been crazy. I've been waking up past noon everyday and it feels GREAT. The Gunning IMed me today saying "I'm done!" and I was like "heeey, I"ve been done for 5 days!" and she didn't seem to think that was quite as funny as I did.
I've also been spending almost everyday with Caleb. He's so fun...yesterday we spend a few hours braiding his entire head. So much effort! And when I left I asked him how long he was planning on keeping them and he said "probably until morning." Whatevah. We had fun and he looked cute for a few hours (not like he doesn't look cute anyway...) Yesterday was a month. It's hard admitting that it's going to end before we really know where it could have led. When we were saying goodbye, I thanked him for a good day and a good month, and he said "there will be two more good months" and I had a hard time accepting there won't be more. That I really will have to say good-bye in two months. It's still hard.
In lighter news..:
-My cousin Jenny just called. She's expecting. :-) My family sat around for 10 minutes thinking of names that we have to choose so we can ridicule her for choosing a name that isn't one of ours. I love my family.
-I spent today baking cookies and chilling with Erik's mom. Twas quite relaxing. Made me smile. Tonight I'm going to a partay - one of Meshell's. Which are always fun, so I'm happy.
7:41 PM
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Saturday, June 08, 2002
So yesterday wasn't as emotional as I was anticipating. Homebase was bad, I spent the entire time hugging everyone and wailing about how I had to see them all this summer. It was sad. Then everything else was pretty much as expected...I got a hug from Sellke in Calc and Mrs. Oberman brought a camera and took millions of pictures of us. She said we were one of her favorite groups of seniors. It was cute. After school I went to go see Mr. Van Krey and say good-bye since I've been out the past couple days taking the final. It was hard to say good-bye to him, sensei's been there for me SO MUCH over the past two years...in retrospect I wish I had started Japanese sooner. I got him to sign my yearbook and I made him promise to take care of my mother next year when I'm gone. I also told him I already promised Dai kun, Mizue san, and Ippei kun that I would visit their Japanese class next year so I'll be seeing him. I'll miss him a lot.
After school was good. I left with Erik, mike, and Dan, and we walked to my car singing the Star Wars theme with the word "done". "done done done doooooone..." It was one of the most free moments of my life. We dropped off Dan, went to mike's to get food then picked up Al and went to Flat Top for dinner. It was hideously expensive and I made the mistake of sitting in the middle of the benched side, so I could only get out by crawling under the table. I got stuck a couple times and caleb made fun of me. So then we went back to my house to bum around, and I realized Cam had her convertible so she took Nikki, Alec, and I for a ride. Somehow I thought it was a good idea to take off my over shirt and whirl it around over my head (like a stripper), but the wind cought it and it just hit Nikki in the face a few times. Then Cam had to take it home, and it took her maybe fifteen minutes to park. We made sufficient fun of her, don't worry.
When we got back to my house, Al and Gabe remembered our last party at my house and got coke cans and my fire poker and put two and two together....I got sprayed in the forehead. That lasted about 5 minutes, though, and we remembered we brought Young Frankenstein. I watched it with Mike, Al, and Hannah, and everyone else was chillin in my living room (surprise nothing broke). It was a wonderful movie. I'll be quoting it for a while. ("Call it a hunch...") Then I sat on the arm of my couch next to Caleb and he fell asleep with his head on my lap. It was adorable. I got paranoid that he was going to drool on me so I woke him up and everyone went to the beach where Gabe swept me off of my feet. Apparently he's the master of dipping people in dance. We had no music, but that didn't stop us. :-) Then we chilled on the rocks, and I took Caleb home around 1:30. It was a great day.
And so, consequently, I woke up this morning to go out to lunch with mary, which went very well until we met up with Erik. I still hate spending time with them together, it's just kind of the epitomy of third-wheel. And I know they don't mean it that way but it's definitely what it feels like. I got home around 4:15 and went back to sleep for 4 hours. Now I"m about to go paint. It'll be a good evening.
9:01 PM
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Thursday, June 06, 2002
....oh why do I love dolphins so much?
All joking aside (like I could pull that off...) tomorrow is my last day at ETHS. I'm terrified of going to college next year. My experiences from SU were positive after the first 4 days, which I spent bawling in my room and calling everyone I knew complaining aobut how I wanted to come home. I'm not good with new people. I get shy. I need to be in a mood. What if I'm not in the mood when I get to school? Will I be doomed to spending the next four years of my life cowering in a corner? Only time will tell, I guess, but until then I'm going to worry myself about it. :-(
11:12 PM
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------ Horny Dolphin Becomes Major Tourist Attraction ------
LONDON - Swimmers have been warned to stay away from a sex-
ually frustrated dolphin off a seaside resort after it tried
to lure unwary humans out to sea in a bid to mate with them.
"This dolphin gets very sexually aggressive. He has already
attempted to mate with some divers," U.S. marine expert Ric
O'Barry told a local paper. "When dolphins get sexually
excited, they try to isolate a swimmer, normally female.
They do this by circling around the individual and gradually
move them away from the beach." This is not encouraged, how-
ever, since adult dolphins, usually in the neighborhood of
400 pounds, could easily drown a human during foreplay.
Since his arrival, the dolphin has become a major attraction
for tourists.
[Thanks to reuters.co.uk]
10:36 PM
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Sunday, June 02, 2002
Mike: it makes no sense! why would you want to 'bask' around someone you don't like?
Camille: Because they're beautiful.
10:31 PM
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Well we RSVPed for NOT going to the Unger's next week. We looked at the flier and it was just some information deal about what to do with the transition for you child to go to college or some crap like that and we were like "hey, Anna's at college, Nora went to SU for the summer...we're old pros at this" and listening to the Unger's speak about anything for a long period of time isn't necessarily a good idea.
9:12 PM
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